veni vidi vici
The future freaks me out. @ Thursday, September 3, 2009
It's only the second week of school and I'm already doubting my abilities.

Some recurrent thoughts of the week:
Why am I so tired?

Is it just insecurity?

Is everyone else just as tired as me?

Why do I feel like I'm the only one studying every waking minute?

I don't really see the library or BSB full so maybe most people aren't in study mode yet...right?

Am I crazy for studying this much?

I really want to be a dentist after this summer, but can I? Should I? Will I?

I hope it's not too late to redeem myself during senior year

I wish I knew if I was graduating in May or December.

When am I going to take the DAT? Dad keeps asking me...


I want a 4.0 this semester but how can others do it with such abnormal ease? I'm only human with lots of doubts...


In the midst of all these looming thoughts, I read a quote that uplifted my spirits just enough to keep me going for now.
It is wise to direct your anger towards problems -- not people; to focus your energies on answers -- not excuses.


And so I re-focused on Genetics...


For the time being, I feel much better now especially after having quite a few laughs during the JSA meeting today. Maybe it was exactly what I needed. For now.

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If you search the world for happiness, you may find it in the end, for the world is round and will lead you back to your door.

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